All Time Megan: Archive

I fxcking hate my lifeeee. ughslfjlfdkjas;lfdjasl;fdajsflsajflksdaflsajfsadflas;fjsakfsjafsafdsakldfas ohmygod. Yes, i am aware that doing “thsdjflasjdflksjfo;iejlksajdfla;skjfsaljf” is extremely obnoxious but my friends suck, my family sucks, and i have NO ONE TO VENT TO. So excuse me for venting to a place where noone even looks. k.k.

Apr 8th

Apr 3rd

Mar 31st

Day 06 — Whatever tickles your fancy

Jack Barakat tickles my fancy. That is all (:

Mar 30th

“I didnt get mean you whorebag!”

– Lo from Laguna Beach. Thats the first thing that came to mind. haha

Mar 29th

The look

That LC gives Stephen when she sees him at the airport. That look… I wish someon could give me that look.

Mar 29th

the past two days

Have been incredibly sad for me and my family. I wasnt as close to my grandma as my brothers were. She practically raised Anthony because my mom spent all her time in the hospital when Ryan was sick. But I think it just made things hard for me. Because there I was…at a funeral for the grandmother I hardly knew. The one that pretty much left me, my sister and any other female cousin of ours...

Mar 28th

Day 04 — Your favorite book

I was at a showing on Friday, so i didnt get to post one. So i’m doing 2 today, you’ll get over it. (: Not that this one matters because i dont have a legit answer. I can’t choose a favorite book. That will never happen. I’m too much of a book nerd. (:

Mar 28th

Mar 25th

I'm going to give this a shot. I might fail

Day 01 — Your favorite song Day 02 — Your favorite movie Day 03 — Your favorite television program Day 04 — Your favorite book Day 05 — Your favorite quote Day 06 — Whatever tickles your fancy Day 07 — A photo that makes you happy Day 08 — A photo that makes you angry/sad Day 09 — A photo you took Day 10 — A photo of you taken over ten years ago Day 11 — A photo of you taken recently ...

Mar 25th

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I just wanna talk to somebody!

That’s all I want to do. I dont care what it’s about. I just wanna talk.

Mar 24th

Everyone is so pissed off at me & I dnt even knw what I did? God why the hell would everyone choose THIS DAY TO RUIN MY DAMN LIFE! As if today being the 14th wasnt hard enough. All of you guys are being total dickheads. Not to mention that my grandma is dying and there is not a damn thing anyone can do about it. But go…d forbid someone take into mind MY feelings. We wouldnt want THAT to...

Mar 15th

Never again

will I ever stick up for someone/thing. Because it always comes back to bite me in the ass. He’s one of my best friends. All I wanted to do was let him know what she’s like. I know her better than he does.And what does he do? He goes and tells her. I get a facebook message that says: “hey im not really sure if im supposed to say anything but Megan i really like zach..and i...

Mar 14th

I'll be alone forever

because no one is willing to take a chance on me. As soon as I came to that realization a couple days ago, i broke down. Because that is the saddest thing for anyone… Realizing that no one cares about you the way you want to be cared about. Heartbreaking, earth shattering. I still don’t know what to think of myself.

Mar 11th

322 notes

Bye Bye Baby

Braylon is gone. ): On the brightside; I blackmailed Brandy into bringing him down sometime again this month. With a new moon dvd. (: I’m gonna miss my little guy. Until then- I guess i’ll be sleeping forever. its 8 and i’m going to bed. I must be sick. And I wonder….is it soo early to take my meds. If i’m being forced to go to that hellhole, also known as school,...

Mar 8th

Mar 7th

235 notes

Mar 7th

My life.

My life has been just this spiral of suck lately. Briannas birthday was yesterday. The 14th is the day she passed. I feel so alone every single night. I can’t talk to my friends because they couldn’t care less about me. It’s sad, but true. The only time they even talk to me anymore is when they want something, or when they have no one else. It’s really sad how I try to...

Mar 7th

Guess I'm done

the fight for it is over. Good night.

Mar 7th

I'm afraid of what everyone will think

of me if they knew who these posts were about x.X It kills me.

Mar 7th

or better yet...

do you even care?

Mar 5th

Mar 4th

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Feelings:

I probably shouldn’t feel this way about this person. It’s not good.

Mar 3rd

So we had to write a jingle or rap about hybrid...

alyautomatic: And well, ours is kind of….stupid. But it cheered a depressed person up today, so it has to be somewhat good, right?! haha runnin’ over people in my hybrid car, I get good gas mileage so I can drive real far everybody’s like “man, why you so mean?” I say, “fool I aint mean, I’m just tryna go green!” it’s terrible and stupid, lmao. I’m pretty sure i love that. hahaa. can i...

Mar 3rd

Oh how i wish

But wishes never come true. This person will never be mine.

Mar 1st

i hate school and i

hate patriot expo. And the teacher that came up with this stupid ass idea, is just fxcking retarded. Sorry to burst your bubble….but I bet there is at least 1 error and every single damn paper. No one cares, so why the hell do you, lady?

Feb 28th

683 notes

There are so many

things that I would post/repost. And even though I said this is like a diary for me, I still feel like i’ll get judged. How sad is that?

Feb 28th

Thoughts?

Does anyone else think that it is possible for two friends too “hook up”, no strings attached- and still remain like best friends? OR…am I alone on this? I mean, this is hypathetical. Well, for me. A friend…you know.

Feb 28th

People annoy me.

I really wish you would stop calling my house. After the first three rings, you should hang up. Is it not obvious that we dont want to talk to you?

Feb 27th

I think

I might come back to tumblr. But no one ever reads my shizz. lol So it’ll be like a diary i guess.

Feb 27th

Oct 4th

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Oct 4th

Sep 28th

1,136 notes

Sep 28th

287 notes

I cant tweet.

So i’m “Tumbling…” haa haa get it? No…me either. I miss twitter and its only been like 17 hours? Ridiculous. Anywhoooo i’m listening to the new Paramore Album. So good.

Sep 22nd

Friends, huh?

I’ve come to realize that this friendship is one sided. You talk. I listen. Well guess what. I dont want to hear about your drunkin stupidity. I dont want to hear about you sleeping with a bunch of guys that i dont even know, or even the guys i DO know. I dont want to hear about your petty fights with your drama-filled friends. It’s like you’re not capable of being friends with...

Sep 16th

Sep 13th

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Sep 10th

Sep 4th

Dear school,

You’re lame. And I dont like you. I need sleep but i cant stop writing about him<3 This is horrible.

Aug 28th

Confusion and Clarity.

lisanoelruocco: I don’t understand society today. I feel like I’ve traveled here from the 1940s or something, when it comes to this subject. So I ask you this… How in the world can one judge a person and assume to know their personality, morals, goals, and lifestyle by looking at pictures of them or reading a few words they typed here and there? All I am looking for is an answer. I am aware of...

Aug 28th

211 notes

Cabin By the Lake

Haven’t watched it in awhile, So i don’t remember how good it is. But, it does creep me out because i do have a cabin by the Lake. Well, I’m going to watch it now. And then after that, i’m watching RETURN to Cabin by the Lake. Ah, my scary movie nights. Fantastical.

Aug 27th